Vicky is in San Francisco this week... the bitch.
As some of you may know, our wedding anniversary is
coming up on September 24th and me being an out of work bum means I don’t have
much I can give her by way of a present. That feels pretty shitty, to be
honest. Our year hasn’t gone quite the way we had hoped, and that includes my
book sales and my inability to find a job.
Fortunately, I just signed a contract on a new part-time job,
just signed a contract with a new agent, and recently signed a distribution
deal for my audio book – so things are turning around.
I guess I’ve been thinking about this so much today
because, simply put, I miss her. Vicky and I talk on the phone every night and
almost every morning and we text each other off and on during the day but I am
just going crazy with how much I miss her. And did I mention our anniversary
marks seven years of marriage? Seven years! And I’m crazier about her now than
when we first met!
The funny thing is, I know what’ll happen when she
gets back. She’ll be tired and busy and I’ll be busy, too. We’ll have a few
moments here and there, a few kisses and hugs, and a little time to hold each
other on the sofa – but mostly, we’ll be working.
I kinda hate that.
Still, I know that’s how we are. And maybe that’s why
I’m so crazy about her, because I never have the opportunity to get bored.
In case you’re wondering, yes, I am leaving out what’ll
happen just after she walks through the door. I think she better watch out,
though, because I’m getting some ideas…
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